hunger, fear, evidence, joy

i have not been hungry, 
but there is
evidence
everywhere there is evidence of hunger.
this was under snow 
for a week or two
and with the thawing there is 
evidence 
 it's a hard winter so far
 but there is a bit of dancing going on,
no matter what.
who has such joy? 
 dear god where do they get the energy?
i, who love wintertime
 have been grumpy 
grumpy
between snow and ice and bitter coldsnowsleetfreezingrainice and 
a great weariness
and cold,
dead
fear
 someone, some small one
finds joy,
maybe?
 so today i walked
between warmth and flood watch
 the fields weird,
like lakes,
 with strange evidence
of who 
 WHO?
has
walked this way?
i walked freely, with a big stride,
no crampons!