first flower

this morning the first daffodil from my garden
is curling up and going away.
i need to bring daffs and narcissi indoors, also black eyed susans.
 yes, they are.
 and this one is blurry, a low light photo
about 8 pm i htink
i cleaned up my perennial border this spring,
uncovered the heavy maple leaf "mulch"
and the flowers are so happy, 
wild and cultivated alike, they are flourishing.
and because there aren't that many
they are very special to me. 
and there are two daffodil clumps over the wall
relocated, perhaps, by enterprising rodents.
this weekend i saw two amazing sights,
a bald eagle hunting, an egret lifting off a marsh.
egret is a bird i've never seen here before.
turtles are about
as are silly old porcupines
i'm preparing for PBI and i found i had to do some "stuff"
 flax paper, still quite wet,
ready for blotters and pressure again
do:
~clean off my work table
~locate all my appropriate spinning devices for this workshop
~loom choices?
~make lists and pack (i have the entire outback to fill with stuff)
~make 1.5 pounds of flax pulp into small papers
~make some books (!!!)
~sew bindings for a friend
~meet with a special collections librarian to talk 
do you see where this all is going?
it's like i have to tie together all the sloppy bits of my life 
in order to travel and teach. 
i even did a wild mend on a glove i tore while working last month.
i also washed them.
(this was about half way through the mend)
it's almost a frenzy. 
i gave myself a week but really,
i've been at it for a while.
 my tea kettle develops a thick layer of mineral deposits every so often.
this time there was a big break-up
and look what the large pieces had!
letters! words!
i save these pieces and throw them in the dye pot.
when i return unless i have time before i leave.
are you tired yet? 
it's wonderful to have energy
this will change once it gets hot and i slow down.
oh, and this:
i bought this
in order to have a travel wheel
and because it's so darn cute.
i don't know if i'll love it, but i do like it.
i'll photograph it put together sometime, 
but for now,
i must get going and make some STUFF.



toad in the hole and other miracles

the shifu workshop
working with drop spindles
using totally new skill sets
comes down to twisting a spiral
controlling that spiral enough to make a thread
thread to hold together
but not tight enough to break apart or snap.
my students 
every one
got it.
emma, 
extraordinary assistant,
was always there when i needed her,
and one day she dressed
 to match our markmaking
or
the marks made their marks matching emma.
 we used some leaves of indigo 
and 
some spent day lily blossoms
thoughtfully 
provided by emma
 to make some marks, too
what happens in a five day workshop is that
you really get to know each other and
a level of trust and adventure overcomes all.
that happened with my other summer art institute teacher
who was the best housemate ever.
nancy and i went to bed early one night, 
and my students, int he studio under us,
heard us roaring with laughter a little later than the 8:30 to bed attempted time.
(grin)
 our indigo dipped lokta skeins
dried on the garden sculpture
the indigo vat prepped 
and left for us
as well as japanese indigo
planted for us to share
all prepped by chris petrone
who has worked at wsw
for 10 (or so) years.
  a clothesline in the papermill
held marks on kozo, lokta, and flax 
made with
 osage orange, madder, bengara, indigo
and black walnut
taken from the pail of aged brew in my mill
(called wake robin)
 kate searching her stash
 i climbed the outside porch stairs
and placed my hand on a little granite stone sitting on the railing...
which was surprisingly soft
disappearing quickly
into emptiness!
 there was a moment of weirdness
and then i looked closer.
there was a fantastic toad
who'd found a place to hunt
sunbathe
 and surprise the humans around the place
 and 
 looking up from ms. toad
i found the back of an ear
melissa has been here...
and ms. toad was photographed many times
 walking at wsw was always a treat (except for mosquitos)
the path had mountain bikers and an equestrian
trotting in shorts
(yikes)
 these were amazing relics from the days
when this whole area
made the cement for 
new york city
i drove home on friday afternoon
in order to beat a morning of thunderstorms
(big rain on busy roads is a bad combination)
and found myself plenty hydrated
and using public outhouses
called, in the proper old adirondack towns,
pit privy
 it was a bit later than this
and there really was no light show, 
only clouds and muzzle
but i felt like the joy here was appropriate.
oh, 
and here
at the place becoming home,
not connected to the plumbing yet,
we are nearing kitchen.
my cup is full
indeed!